Day 19

Today was not the best. I ended up waking up at two o'clock in the afternoon, which is absolutely terrible not only because it's so late, but because it gave me less than an hour to get ready for work. I made myself a quesadilla with pepper jack, provolone, turkey, and tapatio on a whole wheat tortilla, and steamed veggies for lunch. At work I had a bowl of broccoli cheddar soup, half a chopped chicken cobb salad and a baguette. I figured I could afford a larger serving since I would probably be short on points considering my waking up late. This kind of thinking is what I'm finding to be my downfall. After I got home from work I made myself a bowl of dip (Velveeta, Hormel chili with beans, and jalapenos), and instead of having just a little bit with a few tortilla chips, I ate the entire bowl. Just thinking about it makes me sick. I disgust myself.